Rising Back from the Dead

So it's Michael Jackson's death that made me rise again from the dead moments here in my blog.

Here's what really happened: I HAD A REAL TASTE LIFE!!

I took a vacation, ramped on the beach, and met my Peninsula friends. Then got busy again with work. Been getting fat and getting thin every other moody day. Hosted a pageant. Went to a lot fun parties and met new people. Went dancing with friends. Painted our basement. Drunk a tube of tanning lotion. Laughed out loud. Sung my heart out. Kicked some butt.

The highlight of my long hibernation, believe it or not, is my obsession of Adam Lambert (American Idol runner up). I was shocked and crushed when he did not win!! It took me weeks to heal my broken heart. I know, that was like so dumb of me. So what if he's gay? For me, he's talented and hot and sexy and beautiful...

Please allow me to celebrate another moment with my American Idol Adam Lambert. Here's my favorite performance - "If I Can't Have You, Adam Lambert, I don't want nobody baby".....

Michael Jackson, You are not alone....

I still could not believe that Michael Jackson has passed away as I watch his memorial service on TV this evening. I truly grieved with my broken heart today and I will not deny it that I'm actually writing back in my blog (after a long hibernation) with such intense emotion, for one artist whose songs shaped my youth with his positive messages. Michael Jackson is the only American singer I know as a child. For many years, I have collected his music DVDs and concert videos as I enjoy seeing him sing and dance. I am one of those people who did not really care about his scandals, but I truly admired him as a singer and performer. He will be missed and he will remain alive singing and dancing in my heart.

Here's one of my most favorite Michael Jackson songs and video, as I finally say goodbye to him... I will be remembering him forever with much love and adoration... Michael, You are not alone, I am here with you. Though we're far apart, you're forever in my heart...